Monday, August 28, 2006
we fought we cried we laughed we smiled we held we talked we screamed ... now we part we bid we turn and we die.. LoL.. craps
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YES U ARE YES U ARE YES U ARE YES U ARE YES U ARE YES U ARE
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Thursday, August 24, 2006
the big word FRIENDS
F uck care when u're sad .
R ip the happiness from u .
I dentical to ASSHOLES .
E verlasting HATE .
N ever True .
D ig ur grave .
S lap ur face .
hahas.. nah im nt having anything wrong with friends.. just that this few days.. i'm alone.. but its nt a bad thing.. i felt gd.. hahs.. so now i shall xplain another BIG WORD brothers
B e there for u when u need them .
R ip away the sad moments of ur life .
O n and steady .
T ill the end of time .
H ave great time when 2gether .
E ternal brotherhood .
R oar together .
S worn BROTHERS .
actually i dunno if i had any
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006
my resolution is to study!!! i go sch not to slack nt to slp nt to talk nt to play nt to look at girls... recently been kinda quiet for me.. nt going out with friends nt even going out.. jus at home.. everybody's busy with their thing thangs.. hahas.. my tests are coming up too.. studies keep me occupied.. and im getting COOLER!! lol.. blabla said this though ... hahs.. mum's birthday coming.. hafta save money get sth nice for her =x ... MARCUS she wans ur present !! lol.. everything's getting peaceful suddenly.. its gd.. hahs.. being alone is great sometimes.. u just think alot.. and u will be surprised tht ur inner self is so GREAT! hahs.. i wan PEARLY =((((
e Stellar Memory -
etherion -
sinclair -
ORASHION SEIs
it just seemed as though it was yesterday.. i could rmb every single small detail.. hahs.. im still hooked in it..
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
sometimes i jus think tht nah im too young for serious relationships.. den ok... a few hours later at home.. opposite things happen.. hahs.. its hard to forget .. i dun tink i will ever .. memories of people once in my life tht had a great importance will nvr be forgotten.. and i dun wanna forget.. im sad but im happy =)( hahs.. mess mugging recently.. bring all my focus onto studies.. and its turning up well.. im understanding my studies btr.. and hafta get prepared for tests coming up.. if there was only one wish on earth for me.. i will wanna read people's mind.. by looking at them i noe wad are they thinking.. wun tht be great.. to understand ur friends and foes.. gonna mug tmr !! woots.. lol
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
was tht u in orange
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
i love sundays ~~ open the windows.. on the radio.. Class 95 FM .. den the weather.. cooling.. and u just relax doing all the things u wanna do.. might be just even sitting down with ur family watching tv.. or jus sitting thr reading a mag while listenin to radio.. geex.. tht is the best kind of sundays.. SUN!! WHEN ARE WE GOING SENTOSA AGAIN?!!?!?!
You Are An ENTP
The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.
lol.. my personality =x ..
do it here
What's Your Personality Type?
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its 21st century.. wads thr to be shy about telling ur loved ones tht u love them.. or even if u have a crush on someone or in love with him/her . if he/she doesnt noe.. LET THEM NOE .. dun regret when its too late.. nothing wrong in loving someone .. jus dun love them for the wrong reasons yea.. and i love my books.. LOL .. yea.. i got great buddies.. great family.. shiwei once asked me if u see 2 buddies of urs dropped into the sea.. who will u save first.. lol.. standard answer is try to save both right.. but the most ideal answer came from him.. i would jump down and die together.. lol.. so well.. dun make decisions that u KNOW u will regret later..
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
jus a change again in skin.. din change much.. jus background.. well somehow a reason tht wasnt told to me made me change the skin.. hafta defer my ns later .. sians.. im bored.. life is boring.. argh.. 3 powerful love songs uploaded =/
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hais .. slow poison is crawling in still.. still finding my 1/4 .. e heart is living in seclusion .. a skin i made =/ kinda sad.. time heals all wounds.. im hoping everything turns out alright.. i jus really hope ur doing well and ok.. i'll be there if there are any problems though i hope there wun be any probs.. hahs... click on the pictures on the right side to navigate.. ben u're strong u can go thru this.. =)
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
getting kinda bored recently.. seems like only got pool... and getting tired of it.. time to get a new hobby
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
though its over and thrs no use thinking bout it.. but still .. cant help it.. its still rainin.. on my eyes.. and bleeding in my heart whenever i see those pics.. haiss.. god let me get over it completely plz.. though its kinda hard and impossible.. but well .. adidas : impossible is nothing .. i nid e strength ! ARGHHHHHh... is sentimental a gd thing? oh man.. its driving me nuts.. can someone plunge in a knife on me... or let me be in coma for like 1 month.. bring me away from all these shit and craps.. i tot i could laugh my way through ... i can when im around my buds.. but alone at home omg.. they pain in my heart ! wtf im really feeling the pain.. ahhhhhh ... murder me ... let me lose my memories.. just let me be... im mad.. fucked up ben
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Wednesday, August 02, 2006
dreams and goals.. they differ by just abit.. jus that dreams is wad u fantasize.. goals is wad u wanna reach.. humans tend to aim far.. example.. step 8 is the completion of ur life.. which is retirement with lots of money and happy with family.. bla bla bla.. well.. u are now in step 1.. ppl will aim step 8 and say i wanna reach there.. ok thats good.. but .. if u dun go to step 2.. how are u going to ever reach step 8.. lols.. maybe there will be some ppl thts like super lucky.. jackpot toto 20million.. lols.. but chances are like 0.000001 % ? hahas.. work hard for ur success.. dun aim far.. just aim to step 2.. then when u're at step 2.. aim step 3.. yea.. slow and steady man.. soon u will reach step 8.. my lecturer said this to me.. "dun work hard,work smart" , " If you wanna fly like an eagle, stay away from the turkeys,because,TURKEYS CANT FLY " , " U Learn now .. when u go out to society, take away the L in Learn , u Earn =) " he kinda motivated me to do better in my life.. and well..
i Chose to take this path , once a decision is made , there's no turning back.. so ben =) dun be sad.. lol.. im talking to myself! wtf
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